What motivation?

I did not want to wake up this morning, just laying there realizing I was not able to go back to sleep, eventually I woke up and started my morning. I went into my regular routine of things and felt a little more motivated, but not as much as I’ve experienced in the past so as I got into my thought process and recognized what was going on i started to do my tapping to release the emotions I didn’t want to hold on to anymore which helped me feel better. I worked out and totally nailed it in the workout I wanted to do so that feels good, now after a couple more things I had to do this morning I’m feeling a little reserved. I’m choosing now to sit with this process and see where it takes me. What am I thinking and feeling and are they benefitting me or is it stuff that I want to let go of? It could be all the energy work I’ve been doing lately that has drained me because I went to this incredible place yesterday where I get to feel the most peace, the Temple, as I’m in the house of the Lord I feel calm and ready for inspiration, I actually got a little disoriented near the end the feeling where it’s like I wasn’t even fully there, I almost forgot what was going on, so I took that as an answer that I was thinking way too much and trying to “multi task” with too many things, I wasn’t prioritizing as well as I want, my body speaks to me in those ways, it shuts down and then my mind shuts down and then my spirit is there trying to help me recognize all the important things, but I shut it all out because I’m consumed with everything else in my mind, suddenly it becomes too overwhelming and there I am again feeling like I’m drowning. I’ve decided to write down everything in order of what I want to accomplish and the order in which it matters most to do it and allow this process a little at a time. I am also working on a new schedule for myself so I don’t overdo the things that don’t matter as much. Basically I’m going to systematize as much as I can allowing changes as necessary, but not trying to do it all at once or while I could be doing something far more important and lasting. I look forward to seeing what happens today as I work on these goals and what results I will produce.