Ever consuming thoughts

Thoughts of self doubt and validation from others keep consuming me, I keep feeling like I am not accepted and that no one thinks what I want to do is valid or important, no one supports me or cares. Yep, these are my thoughts and my feelings that I am choosing right now probably because of my own insecurities and how I think about myself, I take full responsibility. This is my mind in the raw. Sometimes I just want to go away start anew do something that makes a difference away from here. Just get out of this rut, meet new people see new places and start fresh again. 

The only way I get through these thoughts and not let them take over is by doing brain work, lots of writing, understanding, praying, EFT tapping, meditation and sharing openly with certain people who have great advise.  My most important decision is the one I make in each moment I am in, it’s in the seemingly small and simple things, it’s what I think about and do each day. I picture myself living somewhere that I can be successful and make a difference, so what if that place is where I am right now, what if my success and where I am making the biggest difference is in my home with my family. I sometimes lose sight of this concept, this is a great reminder and perhaps the most compelling things to keep me motivated to keep pressing forward and not give up......Ever!  

Seriously, I do what I do because I am a passionate person I know what I want and I work hard to get where I want to be in every area of my life so why not keep it simple and close to home, find joy in the everyday things. I played with my son at the park and played cars and pretend grocery shopping in the playroom, I have a huge pile of laundry all clean and sitting in the laundry room, yep it’s probably going to be there a little longer, I want to enjoy these times more fully and not always anticipate change and look forward to something in the future, I want to enjoy it now, live in this moment and love it NOW!  

Good luck on your journey. We all need that extra boost and someone to turn to for advise or encouragement. Count me in, I am here if you feel like you’re in a rut and don’t know how to stay motivated in the now. I would love to help however I can! 

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