Surprisingly Grateful

You know what keeps running through my mind? The thought that I’m actually bearing a child in my womb. I know at The beginning of this pregnancy it was really hard for me at to accept and to be excited about this whole situation, now as I’m halfway through it I am amazed at what a woman’s body can do and how incredible it feels to be a mother, to be a woman of God who somehow is capable and perhaps even worthy to bear one of God’s Spirit children. It’s so humbling and I am so grateful that I’m at this point where I see more of the blessings, even the fact that I was able to feel what I felt at the beginning, those feelings of fear and anxiety, accepting and allowing the emotions to come through no matter how uncomfortable it was was actually good for me, now as I’m feeling these other feelings these emotions of excitement of love and humility and gratitude, I love that I can have this opposition, that in order to feel something good and happy and loving sometimes I have to feel the negative, though uncomfortable it’s necessary, if we make way for emotions to come up and allow ourselves to recognize what we are feeling in that moment than seeing what’s creating those feelings since our thoughts create our feeling which create our actions then we are in control, in that moment we are in control of our life and what we want the results to be in our life. Decide right now, what you really want to create. Who do You want to become because of this situation you May be in? May you all have a blessed thanksgiving with family, friends and those you love most in your life. #givethanks #lifebyemily #fromhairtosoul #lovebeingamom #secondtrimester