What happened???

I have seen something so incredible about this pregnancy that I didn’t feel or see in my past pregnancies. Wanna know what I’ve done and how things are so different? First I began to be in tune to me and my relationship with God more intentionally, then gratitude... oh my heck, I had no idea how many things I could be grateful for, that by acknowledging gratitude in all things and submitting to the Lord I am much more humbled which allows me to see that I can’t do it all on my own and that it’s better to let go and allow flow instead of force or resistance. I have also gotten into life coaching and working on myself and my thoughts and feelings, by being coached and coaching others I have had so many ah ha’s... initially as I worked on me change was taking place, significant change.... In the beginning I had no idea I could ever feel this way or love this pregnancy the way I do right now. I had no hope of getting this far and feeling ok, or feeling like this is all part of what is meant to happen in my life, I started from a place of stress, anger, resentment and annoyance. Now as I am inching toward birthing this child I am excited, I am safe, I am loving and accepting of it all and I am in a mental and emotional space where inspiration flows more easily and I get to feel however I want to feel. When I stand naked in front of the mirror I can look at my self and with love, gratitude and admiration I can sincerely thank my body for all of the flaws and imperfections the discomfort and the insecurities that come up, I get to love all of me in an honoring way, I get to feel what I choose to feel. When I get back into the space of insecurity or ingratitude and even the feeling of physical sickness I recognize it and know that there’s deeper underlying thoughts and emotions creating it all, so I decide right then and there what I want instead. There have been times where I just wanted to sulk and not be grateful or see the good, I feel that however I decide to show up is up to me and has nothing to do with others or even things and situations outside of me instead it has everything to do with my mind. I love mindful coaching, I love changing to become something better. I love helping others get to that point in their lives as well. If this speaks to you and you feel as though you could use some coaching whether your currently pregnant or if you’re a stressed mother or wife or if you just have a hard time dealing with your current situation and want help I am here to support you and help wherever I can. #insightsfromemily #pregnancy #changecanbehard #gratitude #love #stressedmom #wanthelp #learntolovewhatis #youareok #wantchange